Kakak cantiks

Last month (i guess), I am about to eat Hot and Roll at G floor in my campus, I bumped with 2 of my mates which we hardly to see each other for this semester due to different courses saying this :

'Kak Migha, you look different nowadays, you look beautiful'

hahahahahahahahahahaha hhahahahahahahahahahahaha

Well, I feel happy to hear that. Ihiks :P Thanks for the compliment. Yeah, I changed a lot. especially my outfit (sometimes) You know, lately ni zemangat nak berfesyen tu lain macam. Layankan jela nafsu melaram. Nama pun perempuan. 

Something I wasn't expecting

Oh hai! 

'Migha, what was the thing that you wasn't expecting?'

THIS !

wuhuuuu. I never thought could achieved this. This is because : I played hard (everyday), buat assignments sambil baring dan makan (how?), balik rumah every week (this so not me). In fact, my carry mark wasn't impressive. To be truth, there's one subject which is Psychosociology, I got 24/50. LOL. Second last person who got the lowest carrymark for this subject. Sob..sob.. You tell me, I was freak, I can't sleep thinking about this. Per 50 beb. Bukan per 40. Dapat half je. Itulah balasan banyak main-main. Masa tu memang cuak toksah cakapla. I don't mind If I failed but I am worried about my scholar. Since I am UNITAR scholarship holder I felt anxious. VERY MUCH. Kang kena tarik scholarship naya la iolls. wuwuwu. So, as study week strikes, I try my best (not really) to cover all the chapters for 'reading' subjects. Finally, dengan azam dan usaha, tak tidur bermalam-malam, doa keluarga juga kesungguhan menghafal, saya dapat mnjawab dengan baik. Tak aim dean pon. Aim dapat 3 pointer keatas je. Tapi bila cek result, Alhamdulillah :) Subjek Psycho pon okayyy. Hish memang Psycho betul la. 

p/s : It's worth it to chase what I like. This is for family. will try harder next semester !

Back to 90's

You have a lot of problems? 
You feel empty inside and no one hears?
You feel like want to escape from all of that?

Don't deny it. Just say YES. If you are 20 above (20 above for me considered as adult already.hihi) you got hit by many problems all you wanna do just ignore them and taraaa! All of them solved. This happen to me. I wish I was a baby right now because when you're kids you don't have to worry about many things all your worries was just to pick where's fav crayon colour that most beautiful among others. hehe. That's considered a big problem already. However, as we grow older you have a lot of things to face and you can't expect others to solve your problem. All you gonna do just sit, think back, build your confidence and became more stronger. I know, sometime Its so hard and all you wanna do is suicide but believe me, once you get through this difficult-worst phase you'll be a new you. You grew up more stronger, better and more dynamics than you saw before. Eventhou, you still broken inside but never show your weakness. That's how you stand further. Alone. 

Hey, even to catch a glimpse of rainbow, you have to feel the rain pouring down. That's also how life teach us.

Tata :)

2014

Oh hai. Hello.

I haven't blogging for a long time. I mean, YEARS. I'm totally forgot my previous blog password and that's why I'm creating a new one. Just feel like writing instead of bored doing nothing whenever I'm free. This is my life, my journey, some would inspire you, some might ridiculous, some just plain nothing but heyyy.. that's how was our life all about.